I feel like I've lost momentum. For three weeks my husband was sick. Not dangerously so, but I was unquieted by it. He is normally so healthy.
I have been trying to take stock. Where should my priorities lie? I go to work, try to keep up with friends, here and abroad, but the internal landscape is slipping from view. I used to have so much inner space to explore, and at the moment it is like wandering through a chaotic box room. There are no labels on the boxes, the furniture doesn't seem to belong to me and someone painted the walls an odd colour.
I need a makeover, a quiet sort out, sift through and rearrange.
Then I will be able to write again.
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